...havn't writen for a while. im really upset right now. things are not going good. well not right now. i was sitting outside and i was fine, then i started thinking and i broke down crying. My best friend has been mad at me for about 3 or 4 days now and it doesnt seem like she has any intention of fixing the problem. she wont tell me waht is wrong. i dont know. you'd think that after 2 hours of sitting outside without saying anything someone would come out to see if i was okay, but apparently no body did. they just kinda left alone, good ig uess but then again bad. I really feel like no one cares although i know that people do. anyways. sorry about just pouring my sorrow onto you people. until next time....